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letters of july, 2001
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24 july 2002
a reply from guyanaspice
i can understand if you don't want some nonconformist thought; sometimes
you
have to ignore the harsh words; it is not different that what you hear
in
reality; TAKE IT LIKE A MAN.No, i will respond b/c i am bored : ) plus
you are the only one to give me
their website address
bored of you thinking that ppl are one way
what i say to you and on the site are jokes
i could care less about you and you feel the same about me assumptions
are a given in human behaviori titled you a facist b/c you want things(how
guyanese should behave as well
as how sites should be designed) your way; this is not the nature of poets
like yourself hehe i don't use it so much in the sense of politics; however,
your conformist views of how guyanese "should be" or act and
how sites
should be involves politics.you did not critic the site professionally;
just look at how you worded your
comments; i am no fool; you are mistaken if you think i will believe that
you were giving kind, thoughtful suggestions; that is not how you do iti
laff at you b/c it is a site; you take this site way to far; you give
the
site more credit than needed; you take your "GUYANISM" HEHE
to make it sound
holy. you are just another person; good, you are guyanese; does that make
you superior to americans; well that is how silly you sound; yet, your
site
has comments that ppl aren't superior to one another; nobody in america
has
forgotten guyana; the transition from guyana to US is not an easy one;
however, you want to make it harder on the RICH guyanese(sarcasm, meaning
US
guyanese are not bill gates) by making them feel ashamed to be in the
US;
you try to make the US guyanese feel bad for assimilating to a culture
that
OFFERS OPPORTUNITY. while you bad mouth guyanese for 'MIGRATING' to the
US,
you also bad mouth foreigners who go to GUYANA. so it seems that nobody
can
win in an argument with you. if you want guyana to be a great nation,
then
you interact with "FOREIGNERS" - beti importing or exporting
goods. you
don't understand that though. you want to hate and alienate the foreigners.
BTW, 100% GUYANESE - YOU ARE THE FOREIGNER IN GUYANA! JUST GO ASK THE
NATIVE
AMERINDIANS! DO YOU THINK THAT THEY WANT YOU THERE. I KNOW THEY DON'T(MY
TRIP TO GUYANA IN 96 PROVES IT). i am not a rich fat cat(well, maybe i
need
to lose a few pounds) living "... posh" in the USA. i would
visit more to
guyana if i was rich.
but, US guyanese have to make a living like the rest of the melting pot
of
americans. is that why some ppl's family are upset that US guyanese don't
give them money. guyanese think we are billy gates. YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY
FOR
A PLACE LIKE THE USA WHERE THERE IS A DIVERSITY. go to china or asia and
see
how the number of other races that live there. btw, indians in asia are
thought of as shit - the lowest class(or close to the lowest). why don't
you
comment on that. you don't b/c you don't know these things; it is even
harder to know it living in guyana where tech is slow. if you had access
to
things that would enable you and other guyanese to see how others are
treated, then maybe you would find something else to chat about.i insult
you b/c that is the way i am; when someone acts like the are on the
GUYANA PEDESTAL, i knock em down. and i ain't kind about. i guess the
words
hurt you that much that you want to butcher me.yeah, yeah - i am a sellout.
OH, I AM REALLY GOING TO CHANGE MY WAY OF
THINKING NOW THAT YOU SAID I AM A SELLOUT. you sound like a child trying
to
cajole me to your beliefs. nobody has to live your way of life; just leave
my lifestyle alone. WHICH YOU CAN'T DO. you endless go on with shit about
being "guyanese". as if there is one way of living for guyanese.
guyana is
made up of a few differing cultures that do not behave the same.wow, you
recognized the joke about topless ladies and yet you still take it
as my beliefs about guyana.(anyway, i was joking about other cultures(since
the US allows so many cultures)
the primate thing; oh plz, i don't think you will cry tonite over thatit
is good to see that you are civili'S'ed speaking the QUEEN'S ENGLISH.
remember the QUEEN THAT YOU DESPISE SO MUCH. isn't that the queens english?
do you see how you contradict yourself ; your hate for the queen, the
US, US
guyanese, contradicts everything you say. your 'OWN ENGLISH' says it all.
maybe you should learn hindi or one of the other hundreds of languages
in
india, pakistan, ... No, you won't do that b/c indian-asians think of
guyanese and US guyanese as lower class servants. SO MUCH FOR GOING BACK
TO
YOUR ROOTS!when is the last time you have been to the states? you act
as if you come
regularly to hear US guyanese refer to guyana as ".... that place"
; if you
take what is said on GUYANA SPICE AS TRUTH maybe you should reevaluate
life.when i was at "that place" in 96, i still recall hearing
the same phrases
that are used on the site. AGAIN, you need to get off that pedestalalso,
guyana is mostly jungle. and the US has more building and roads in one
small city than all of guyana. other well developed countries have more
as
well. is the truth so bad to look at? that you have to close your eyes
in
denial. get over the denial, then maybe guyana can begin to change. you
have
to know you have a disease before you begin Tx(treatment).
if you must focus on the bad things in guyana like women abused,
alcoholism, killings, racism, and such. then you can begin to change it.
but
nooooooo, not you 100% guyanese; you want to pretend that things aren't
that
way in guyana. at least you admit to the racism and bribes. btw, the police
didn't get any bribes from me. not to say it doesn't exist. maybe you
should
respect them a little more; they are in a no win situation. and they are
human just like you; trying to make it.who says that the Prez is the King
of guyana; you make the rich whites, AND
THERE ARE OTHERS WHO ARE INDIAN AND BLACK ... who live better than the
PREZ
in guyana. HELL, MANY AMERICANS LIVE BETTER THAN THE US PREZ. so what?
are
you just jealous? like so many guyanese can be.i don't need your "....pity".
again, with the your pedestal crap. do you
realize how you speak. see, i know how i speak. rough and upfront. i don't
try to coat it by faking like a pundit like you do on your pedestal.i
think i saw the movie "the lover"; eddie murphy is the star
right? : )
great movie
are you now asking me to watch a far fetched indian movie; plz say it
is not
an indian movie; i like em, but boy they are more unbelievable than US
movies. no sex in indian movies - rarely is there kissing - yet the
poplulation of india is over a billion now. there is some hypocracy there.
the movie "fire" gets indian asians pissed off. why? b/c they
are not
tolerant. again, they have to overcome the denial before they start serious
change.in life things come in degrees. meaning, life will not be perfect
for
everyone. "if men were angels, then we would not need government"
. people
try to live in a place where they have more freedoms. do you actually
believe that the US is a place where there is less freedom? you sound
foolish if you say yes. and you definitely sound jealous of the US lifestyle
where US guyanese and americans from other cultures enjoy cell phones,
clubs, baseball games, new cars, and such. it is clearly apparent. THERE
IS
NOTHING WRONG WITH PPL HAVING A BETTER STANDARD OF LIVING.let me tell
you something about the white man. he is not your enemy. you are
making your enemies by your hateful comments about white men. of course
you
love the other cultures in guyana like the black man and native indians
there. why is that? ARE YOU "SELLING OUT"? you are always complaining
about
the racism there so i ASSUME that you are against it. SO WHY MUST YOU
REPRESENT THE WHITE MAN AS THE UPPER CLASS IN GUYANA. YOU ENGENDER RACISM
WITH THOSE COMMENTS. ALSO, THE WHITE MAN IS NOT THE WEALTHY CLASS IN GUYANA.
IT IS THE INDIANS. if you consider that wealth.just get off your kick
on bashing whites, US guyanese, and those with
different views than your own. if you can't make a suggestion in a positive
way, then don't make it.later
now i am tired
hope you get the hate for all US guyanese, and whites out of your blood;
it
will eat you up; probably more unhealthy than smoking and drinking
WHEN YOU GET THESE SILLY IDEAS YOU HAVE IN YOUR HEAD AGAIN, GO HAVE A
DRINK
AND RELAX
GUYANA SPICE
i am amused at the tactics of guyanaspice.com.
i call it 'the eminem effect'. basically, you insult, degrade, rant
and rave as much as your intelligence permits, thereby creating some
amount of controversy, and with this comes attention...popularity, even
if it's just embarrassingly temporary. also, visitors will only send
positive feedback in order to avoid a harsh reaction.
on
july 24 i replied to this letter, it was the final letter i sent
to webslave@guyanaspice.
(later i received a letter from frank@guyanaspice.com).
i will not post this final letter i sent because it contains very
much information about myself, which i wish to retain for the
time being, for reasons of appropriateness and privacy. i certainly
will publish this revealing letter one day, but not today.
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